Perfectionism
perfectionism slows me down
the prospect of the devastation
of making a mistake
slowness makes me wrong
the things that don’t get done
disasters by neglect
dirty sheets
destroyed liver
alcoholism
accumulated debt
irresponsibility by neglect
caused by feeling too responsible
too afraid of making a mistake
mistakes slow me down
overanalyzing, inability
to leave it in the past
to get past the trauma
of my own ineptitude
lack of foresight
unintentional, inevitable
blight, not original sin
but a quirk of the DNA
brain chemistry
myopia, inability
to get out of my head